Friday the 13th July 2018 Vs 13th July 2017

I have not posted for a while but time for an update and when better than Friday the 13th

Yes I’m superstitious I’m Irish and allowed to be.

So let’s look at July 13th – but July 13th 2017 Exact one year ago today I was in St James Hospital Dublin, just 24 hours over 6 days of one of the most aggressive forms of chemotherapy know to medical science called BEAM, and I underwent a full Stem Cell Transplant

B.E.A.M is named after the initials of the chemotherapy drugs used, which are:

BiCNU ® – carmustine

Etoposide

Ara-C – cytarabine

Melphalan.

B.E.A.M is basically a rescue regime and an extremely aggressive therapy. It is aimed at destroying anything in the body that can regenerate. Have no doubt this type of Chemotherapy can kill a person

As I said it is extremely aggressive and makes all previous therapy’s like ABVD and ICE feel like a walk in the park.

Where most Chemotherapy drugs are aimed at attacking cancer cell, tumors or growths BEAM is aim at killing any cell that can regenerate.

I am lucky as my body can handle large quantities of chemotherapy drugs but this one nearly caught me, I did say nearly….

That commenced on 6th July 2017

STEM CELL TRANSPLANT

so 12 months ago following BEAM chemotherapy I had my transplant.

A little catchup here. I had my stem cells harvested on the 6th June 2017 following ICE Chemo – it’s called autologous stem cell transplant as there was no time to find to find a donor. ICE Chemo is to kill cancer cells and prevent generation of cancerous stem cells. The aim is to produce fresh stem cells. On the 6th of June I had a little over 75million cells harvested (you can read about this in previous blogs I have done)

So officially the day following the STEM CELL TRANSPLANT on the 13th July I entered palliative care

Palliative Care

Palliative care is a multidisciplinary approach to specialized medical and nursing care for people with life-limiting illnesses. It focuses on providing relief from the symptoms, pain, physical stress, and mental stress of a terminal diagnosis.

I was placed on a morphine pump and all drugs were via IV. To be honest looking back now 12 months later I was seriously facing death.

Stage 4 Lymphoma… Diagnosed with Stage 4B Hodgkins Lymphoma Feb 2014, remission Feb 2016, Relapse March 2017, Rescued therapy Stage 4 Non Hodgkins Lymphoma and REMISSION again March 2018.

I have not just beaten Stage 4 cancer once but twice in 4 years

But it’s not easy and it takes 100% commitment. And when you hear the words “Your cancer clear” it is unbelievable.

Physically

Physically I’m doing better than expected. I average 70,000 steps a week, which is what the heart foundation recommends for people in their thirties. I don’t push it but it took nearly six months to achieve this. I’m now exactly 81kgs in weight, 14kgs lighter than 4 years ago and 5kgs lighter than last June but I regained from the 78kgs I was at last July. I feel strong and I feel good. What else matters

Mentally

A subject I have approached more than once in the past and this was encouraged by a friend (Sinead). I have had a very strange year to say the least. This time last year I was dying, I was fighting for my life. 9 months ago I knew I had gained the upper hand and commenced studies as the medical team would not allow me to return to work. I achieved 12 diplomas and 6 certificates within the transport industry topped with 3 distinction diplomas in psychology. I have had to deal with a three month wait to be declared all clear which was rapidly followed by the heart breaking news that my mum was dying (she had entered a retirement home in August 2016 and had been diagnosed with vascular Dementia, in the following 20 months she never failed to recognize me and always enjoyed a good chat) in March 2018 she took a turn for the worse and had two battles with pneumonia ending with bilateral pneumonia which caused her death on 9th April 2018. I then faced all the legal ends & prepared the family home for sale. The house sold within 10 days of been placed on the market.

So declared terminally ill, dealt with the passing of a parent, sold family home – all classed as major stressors but to balance I had entered remission, achieved academic awards I never dreamed of getting and I have been offered employment in three countries over the past month.

April & May are a blur to me and I spent most of June getting my mindset back in place. The death of my Mum was devastating to the point of been more difficult to handle than stage 4 Lymphoma but I managed it and mentally I am now in a really good place. I have had some great support especially from my soulmate Anita.

But there are other struggles out there even after you have beaten cancer. They range from acceptance back into society, attempting to turn the clock back and re-entering work. I am going to talk about this a little in this blog but with my attempt to restart my career I need to be a little restrictive.

Re-entering Society

Now you would think this is easy but it’s not and I am sure every cancer patient would agree. During therapy people generally don’t know what to say or how to approach you, friends will walk away and people will ignore you. It’s a fact. So you battle for your life and win, and people generally don’t know what to say or how to approach you, friends will walk away and people will ignore you. No difference except your getting better and those who are your real friends do know what to say and are helpful. From my point of view I don’t understand the mindset of those who think cancer kills anyone who comes in contact with it – pure rubbish just ask the 20m plus worldwide. You need to understand that there are so many types, stages, treatment and research that segregation is impossible- for example in my case the initial diagnosis was poor as I had an advance level Stage 4B Hodgkins Lymphoma- 51 when diagnosed, life long heavy smoker and in okay physical shape (maybe a little overweight) so the chance of recovering with Chemotherapy was about 35% this rapidly declined when the chemotherapy failed and I had to do radiotherapy in Nov 2014. By Dec 2014 my diagnosis was 6 to 8 weeks to live. But against the odds I survived and entered remission Feb 2016. Relapsed March 2017 to rescue for Stage 4 Non Hodgkins Lymphoma with a 5% survival rate. Yet here I am over a year later back in remission.

A message to those who turn the backs on cancer patients- your a shower of ignorant bastards and karma is real – stop making excuses and grow up.

Negativity

When I was diagnosed last year and been very aware of how dangerous the situation was I immediately started to remove negative, I am not and never have been a negative minded person- throughout my life I have turned disadvantageous into advantages I have taken negativity and turned to positivity and so on. So any person or business that showed the slightest level of negativity were removed. That ended up been quiet a lot. The “we will be there for you” idiots we’re simply told to go away and leave us alone. Even the rumor merchants tried to spread negative reports about me which in some cases has come back to haunt them.

Karma is a wonderful philosophy one that I have great belief and trust in.

To all my fellow victims: believe in positivity & avoid negativity and always remember what comes around goes around. I’m here for anyone that reaches out but those who turned from me when I was ill will be treated likewise

Re-entering a working environment

And unfortunately this is where I need to be careful and restrictive. Most people who have been following my blog will be very aware that I have been direct about procedures and never restrictive but when you have a company constantly bad mouthing you and making calls to block applications to a similar industry then you have to be restrictive. A lot of this comes down to the attitude described above. I have been able to restrain, ignore and forget the backstabbing so called business individuals as they are simply the lowest form of life.

In reality all I want to do is return to the industry that I spent nearly 35 years in. For those that are not aware the industry is Road Sea & Air Freight forwarding.

Even with all that crap in the background I have had some fantastic interviews with substantial companies and I know most of them follow my blog. So I would like to express my deepest appreciation to the ladies and gentlemen both in recruitment agencies and corporate industries for your support and encouragement.

But beyond all of this it is great to wake up and get out of bed every morning. Not once since the 28th of July 2017 have I not done this. In all weather I took a morning & afternoon walk, something I believe has helped in my recovery. Yes there have been struggles – financial, mental, physical & social but we’re still here and loving everyday.

Appreciate life it is wonderful as you never ever know what tomorrow may bring

E-Mail ian@hlai.ie

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www.gofundme.com/Ian-Doherty

(Update: unfortunately the Go Fund Me account will only accept a min donation of €5).

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3 comments

  1. I touched on Ian’s academic achievements earlier this year and since the last post Ian has excelled himself. He has now got all distinctions in the following

    Diplomas
    Leadership & Motivation
    Business Management & Accountancy (Dip:BusMgmt)
    Human Resource Management (Dip:HR)
    Operational Management
    Transport Management
    Warehouse Management
    Health & Safety Management
    Customer Services (International)
    Project Management Professional (Dip:PMP)
    Business Administration
    Psychology Coaching
    Psychology Counseling (DipPsych)
    Psychology of Success
    Supply Chain Management (DipSCM)
    Sage 50 Advanced Management

    Certifications
    ISO 9001:2015 Awareness & Procedures.
    GDPR Regulation,
    Key Account Management,
    Food Safety for Transport
    HACCP,
    Security Awareness Training 11.2.6.2 (BSAT) (BSAT-IE-IE)
    Lean Six Sigma Green Belt,
    National CPC & International CPC

    That totals 15 diplomas and 8 certificates. He has paused current studies as he has had to focus on the loss of his Mum and securing his dream job, but there are 5 courses that he intends completing over the next 4 months that will add H (higher) before most of these awards. They include Lean Six Sigma Black Belt, Lean advanced studies placing him as a Lean Six Sigma Master, a further Leadership management professional diploma and 2 psychology diplomas

    His full title is
    Ian Doherty P.C. MiLT, DipBus Mgmt, DipSCM, DipHR, DipPMP, DipPsych

    The P.C. here is a political appointment as a Peace Commissioner. The M.i.L.T is his appointment as a member of the institute of logistics and transport in Ireland.

    It gets better. Ian has been interviewed and offered positions in different countries including Spain, UK and Ireland. He has had meetings with some of the largest freight forwarders in the world, all expressing high levels of interest and he is been headhunted by four different agencies. He will be making his next career move very shortly I can’t say what this will be but it is massive

    Do I sound proud or what. But above all he has beaten Stage 4 Lymphoma not only once but twice – how do you give that a title ??

    You see I have seen all of this myself, I have sat at the medical meetings where Ian was given weeks to live, his attitude was “They are wrong honey” I have seen him recover from 3 bouts of extreme level chemotherapy and excessive levels of radiotherapy. I have seen him do what the medical team classed as impossible and walk away from a Stem Cell Transplant within thirteen days where he was given a less than 5% chance of survival all less than a year ago and rebuild his strength rapidly. I have seen first hand the pain that Ian does not discuss on his site or blog, the continuous pain from what his Oncologist has described as the after effects of the level of treatment I have sat at business meetings where the backstabbers have lied to both of our faces, empty promises, empty support and empty souls – on that subject how can any human treat a cancer victim like that. I have seen Ian studying for months preparing for examines and then waiting for results. I have seen him build his blog site from nothing to getting a worldwide audience in less than a year. I have seen Ian been placed in remission again classed as impossible by the team only to be told days later that his Mums health was rapidly declining, I have seen him cope with the loss of his Mum in April and tackle the legal end and the sale of the family home personally.
    But above all else I have seen Ian laugh and joke in the darkest hours in a way only he knows how.

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